I'm always your alarm clock but u re always nt waking up. 23 n still needing monitoring. Don't u find it really awkward? You like to discuss big dreams with me. They are unrealistic to a man like you. Perhaps u should learn how to manage yourself before you try to manage your dreams? Very unimpressive

Dear God,

I hand my troubles to you and please strengthen me with faith and patience. I pray that you can make my life easier and do not test me with such situations again. I pray that you will heal me of my past pain and trauma and make me believe and hope again. I pray that you will bless me and charlie with more wisdom and guide us in making wise decisions, big or small, in life. I pray that you can strengthen us together and bless us with optimism. Lastly, I pray that you can bless abundantly of those who are in need. Amen.

不知道了。不想想了。maybe swallowing some grief but not leaving any regrets..where the future brings me, I go.. and where the conclusion sets I ll follow.. tomorrow is s mystery and today is a gift (:

When I was young (12?) and was first having period, I thought my tummy is filled with blood but the drainage of blood is immersely slow so I'm carrying a pot of blood around me for 5 days. And when i read about period is actually about 6 tea spoon, I imagine myself has a robot like opening on my stomach and i can take a spoon to scope out 6 tea spoons of blood and within 1min, my period is over.
In reality it is not.
Until now, I hate period. It's painful, it's tortuous and it makes me feel like a depressed mad woman. I once hoped that there will be some medical break through which allow me to store my uterus in the hospital and I can fix it back when I'm ready to be pregnant. How nice would be that......

一肚子的气,这么多年还没消。可见当时对我的打击有多深。以前的事如果现在发生,我还是会用一样的态度面对。我就是我。我的底线很明确。黑与白,二选一,不惜一切决不妥协灰色地带。

I have being sick for over a week. I just hope I can recover soon. My throat is not healing and my left ear is partially blocked. I duno why. But my head on my left side is having pain too. My cough is getting worse. My eyes are full of thick yellowish mucus. I want to recover soon :( I still have many revisions undone