i would rather you dun promise anything than breaking your promises because i take your words seriously.. perhaps u said all that just wanna make me happy.. if i've mistaken your intention i have got nothing to say.. but who will ever forget when ur love one say dear i will plan your birthday.. and u even asked who i wanna invite where i wanna have it.. and i'm waiting for all these to happen..
but till now, i did my own booking.. i ordered the food.. i invited my own guests.. i shopped by myself.. i really have to thank my friends for helping me with the planning.. the decorations n ck for lending me his safra card.. i know all of you all are taking your precious times off to lend me a hand..
while you sit infront of tv or computer, going out at night to meet your friends, resting at home for e past three days, has it comes to your mind that hey i need to book e cake, i need to discuss menu with her.. i don't dare to tink about have you even get ready my present.. u noe this birthday isn't happy yet.. and i guess for my future birthdays u ll take little part in them because making me happy isn't your priority..
i'm just tired to remind u to care, to love me, to see my presence.. i'm gonna just be myself..

my Lord, you are my only happiness