ARGH!! i'm feeling so irritated and troubled. who's the genuis who invented blogs? i shall thank him mann.. because while i have got no ppl to talk to, i still can talk to my blog. first time feel that blog is so useful.

to be true, i'm in my worst condition ever in my sec sch life. i'm going to break down soon.. i'm convinced that i'm mentally weak though i appears to be optimistic. such an irony. i'm stepping at the edge of my limit already. i feel so pressurized.
the damn diagnostic tests are making me feel even more depressed and discouraged. i feel that i'm good for nothing. useless. stupid. retarted. i hate this. i've tried but what came out were shit shit and shit. i feel so disgusted. why everyone else can and i cant?? what went wrong?? seriously i duno.. i wish there's someone to tell me because my stupid brain cant figure out my mistakes.
i'm scared of taking tests now. i'm afraid to see my results. i dun wan to feel so useless and good for nothing. i need someone to support me.