i'm trying to get myself confused so i wont know what's really going on. sometimes knowing the truth is hard and be alittle unclear can make you feel better. perhaps that's call escaping from reality. but i do know how i'm feeling right now. you know it too because i've told you. i've tried v hard to let you know. you heard me but u din listened. you said u'll keep a distance but in real you don't. is that call betray to you? or you have forgotten how to cherish? i don't know what's more i should say now. i'll just keep quiet, not listening, be unclear and hide from the reality..