me

2010-07-17T03:47:00.000+08:00

有些时候你觉得自己很差劲

那就给自己一个小挑战

就算是无聊白痴的也好

你做到了你就是冠军：）

查查这是给你的..
加油了你就是冠军 :)

2010-06-29T02:34:00.000+08:00

今天洗澡的时候突然有一个领悟

我发现其实我们是活在两个不同世界的人

生活在一起那一定会打架

hmmmm...

也太巧了吧、原来上帝叔叔也这么说。

他说相反的东西是矛盾的，不可以在一起。

除非一个人能从他的世界搬家

2010-04-03T12:28:00.003+08:00

i would rather you dun promise anything than breaking your promises because i take your words seriously.. perhaps u said all that just wanna make me happy.. if i've mistaken your intention i have got nothing to say.. but who will ever forget when ur love one say dear i will plan your birthday.. and u even asked who i wanna invite where i wanna have it.. and i'm waiting for all these to happen..
but till now, i did my own booking.. i ordered the food.. i invited my own guests.. i shopped by myself.. i really have to thank my friends for helping me with the planning.. the decorations n ck for lending me his safra card.. i know all of you all are taking your precious times off to lend me a hand..
while you sit infront of tv or computer, going out at night to meet your friends, resting at home for e past three days, has it comes to your mind that hey i need to book e cake, i need to discuss menu with her.. i don't dare to tink about have you even get ready my present.. u noe this birthday isn't happy yet.. and i guess for my future birthdays u ll take little part in them because making me happy isn't your priority..
i'm just tired to remind u to care, to love me, to see my presence.. i'm gonna just be myself..

my Lord, you are my only happiness

2009-10-18T20:09:00.002+08:00

oh my god this blog is shit dead.

what's with the cliche and boring template
i must be feeling bored when i edited it so it's so shit dead now.
i gotta do something after my a level!!!!! GRRRRR

2009-09-27T21:38:00.003+08:00

this relationship has grew into a fear...

i'm afraid of you...

u have never remove the time bomb that u promised to remove

2009-07-24T23:19:00.002+08:00

again it's been a long time since the last time i blogged. duno why suddenly feel lik blogging today. haha. i went to cut my fringe yesterday n for once hair cut didn't turn out to be diseaster. thank goodness... because there's no diff before cut and after! as commented by the newly named do re mi fa so la... i'm ti... haha. bt honestly i cn feel e diff k! my damn long and extra volume fringe's nt slapping into my face every now and then when i move my head! haha. imagine you learn, walk, talk, eat, work, slack, watch, shop with one quarter face hiden T.T

anw, i've watched harry potter on the day of it's release! yeah! although i'm nt a potter fan but stil it's exciting! haha.
the actor whose name is frank dillane acted the young voldermort so well! best ever=) plus he has got this mysteriously odd evil nature. shuai to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
bx agreed with me as well!! HAHA

sadly that was my only entertainment other than do re mi fa so la... haha.. sounds lik alot already... haha...
the usual day would be work and work and more work.. maybe some slacking time in between... and weekends would end up in lib or tuitions...
hai... bo bian... a level's coming! zzzz
the thought of it makes me sick. seriously..
i hope there's one day when i can stop time and do something that i have longed for...
o wells...

now i understand the greatest competition is with no one but myself..

2009-06-09T00:26:00.002+08:00

I WANT MY HAIR BACKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

='(

i like this song...hee
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SOYVY6osOkE&feature=related

2009-04-01T21:25:00.001+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY

2009-03-29T02:26:00.002+08:00

Diet Day One

mcgriddles breakfast set
most regrettable of the day....

shiqi you may laugh your whole heart and probably lungs out

2009-03-28T01:39:00.001+08:00

HEY
so sorry my ben38feizhuzhu ladies

I'M ON DIET

burn burn burn

2009-03-13T23:49:00.005+08:00

YAWN..
i'm so tired i cn barely open my eyes now.
yesterday was the banni camp. but it turned out more like a class chalet???
haha. but watever, i basically didn't have any sleep at all.
i duno what's the problem with me but i just couldn't get into sleep.
the stupid air con's not working and i'm perspiring under my sleeping bag
sleeping without pillow was just such a painful experience, literally.

so i ended up counting sheeps and turning and i lost count and counting sheeps again until horny's phone rang.

the guys joined us back in e earliest morning like 5 plus??
how sweet of them ordering mac breakfast for everyone and let the ladies choose the food first.
haha. class chalet worked better than the watever gentleman camp.

i'm so proud of myself that i did FOUR newspaper responds in one day!
not so proud of the reason behind. but ya. FOUR.
how cool's that =PpP

the camp was fun.
sherrill was freaking funny in creating her whole comedy out of the Ip Man movie
we like laughed through the whole show. haha
i think we'll continue to laugh about it for the rest of the month

o ya. happy birthday to sherrill. lao ren zhu's new member.
haha

umm. from the past till now, i believe that nobody's bad by nature. we are, from e begining, individuals with differences. our differences, sometimes are distinct, other times hidden. misunderstanding and conflicts cant be resolve by hating but through forgiving and forgetting. because ultimately, it's tomorrow that we embrace.

let's look at the every positive side of each other =DDD

liyuan's gg to sleep now
goodnight!!

2009-03-11T22:30:00.002+08:00

well..
had chem SPA today. i cant believe that i've screwed it up again.
i got weird powdery crystals. that's really sad cos the last attempt was a worst attempt while it's supposed to be the best.

i'm so tired now.. i really need to replenish my sleep. i can doze off at anywhere if i let my mind rest for a moment.
but i still got to crap out 2 newspaper reviews today and another 2 more by fri.
this is the consequence of procrestination.

and good news! i gt A for chinese. i noe sq gonna say nobody's fucking care about ur grades. haha
alright. just to give myself a morale boost.
yeah=DD

eeeeeraagggghhhhhh..it's neither yes or no.. neither right or wrong.. eeeeeerraaaghhhh...
uncomfortable..
yet happy =))

2009-02-28T23:37:00.003+08:00

o gosh. i've been online for the WHOLE DAMN day.
it's just so boring staying at home i ended up fluting filter papers and doing hand stand against the wall. T.T
and guess what. i woke up at 3pm today. such an achievement. cos i combined 2 days sleeping time into one. haha.
and damn it. i'm addicted to audition again =XX
i cn feel addiction's acting now.
argh..
i need to stop playing.

bye. off for game

2009-02-25T17:26:00.005+08:00

girl, take a chill pill...

Give u so many dogs to keep u company. So u can vent ur frustration on the dogs when u're havin ur menopause. HAHA!!- 71 days, 14 hrs, 39 min ago

Oh wells.. This is for when Shit happens on u. HAHAHA... -69 days, 16 hrs, 50 min ago

Pick MUN KEE Pick!!! HAHAHAHA..... -69 days, 16 hrs, 42 min ago

Ooh.. I forgot when that name Mun Kee came up but it's funny. HAHA.. Omg. Is it bedtime already? Why r u dreamin alr? Here's a bright bulb to wake u up n light up ur day=)-68 days, 19 hrs, 8 min ago

ooh.. Terrified of wat? I'm feelin uneasy too...... Anyway here's wishin u'll be free of watever's botherin u, and HAPPY!!!-58 days, 21 hrs, 19 min ago

Wah Lau.. Purposely tag twice so that can get thumbed twice with 1 item right? Haha.. Ya ya.. i camp at kopitiam ogle at girls then u camp at maple to ogle at cute little hermaphrodite characters with sexy boy shirts ah? Hai.. dun remind me of that already.. AH!! But i have something more impt soon. I only have a week left:( Anyway, Happy New Year!!-55 days, 1 hrs, 33 min ago

oops.. I forgot so say this too, but Good Luck, or rather Best Luck to Us!! Haha.. unlike SOMEONE, I decided to tag this too! May All the Luck Be with Us-55 days, 1 hrs, 24 min ago

Aiya.. panicky not for NS lah.. for the IMPT day. hai.. haha.. aiya. my day concept different cannot meh? I like to say it was 3 days cannot meh???-49 days, 16 hrs, 2 min ago

ha.

the chill pill didn't work

where's my deary sweetheart mr right..

fear not we'll find each other one day=))

2008-12-27T02:59:00.004+08:00

merry christmas!

the happiest thing that hpn on christmas day other than going out with NSDD is watching the movie Ip Man. oh my gosh.. donnie yen is damn shuai cn! the movie's about the grantmaster called Ip Man, his life story, his love for martial arts and his country.. ok skip that.. not really that important to me.. u can noe abt it at the official website http://www.ipman-movie.com//

i just wanna tell the world donnie yen is so damn man! scream! gosh i'm in love with him..

this the REAL man.. AH!!!!!!!!!! screaming at the top of my voice!!!!!!

donnie

I WANT DONNIE

2008-12-05T22:50:00.003+08:00

i never know that living in an empty house without family by your side could be more than just lonely.. it's a feeling that not quite describable.. more like a sense of desperation to cling on to someone dear to me for that kind of warmth and security that only family can give me.. but right now, there's no one yet.. probably my best friend would because i know she will always be there for me but she's now too far away from me for that instant warmth and love.. i need some good chats, some quality time, some company and some space that's shared with somebody.. i just need somebody to share my deep feeling with.. but i'm not sure who to look out for except her because only she can comfort me and give me strength.. although feeling down, i'm not quite willing to go join my family.. not because i've got something important to settle but merely giving myself a chance to prove to myself that i'm strong enough to take care of myself and been alone without any help..

right now there's some serious thinking going through my head.. life is full of ups and downs.. after a bumpy ride on the down side of life, we will finally move on smoothly.. i'm here again at the junction, thinking and deciding the way life shld go.. it's like a gambling game because only one way will bring you to a smooth journey.. which way to go.. i'm confused=((

2008-11-28T11:39:00.003+08:00

argh.. i miss my mum=((

it's been almost a week she's gone. 3 more weeks to go before she will be back agakin. now i understand how it is like to not have any family member around. LONELY. =((... i'm.....

scared.

yesterday was the class outing but only 9 ppl appear and some left early so in the end left only me, wanjia, wenjie and si ian. depressing. anw we still enjoyed ourselves=)). clara and anna joined us later and we shopped around far east plaza. poor si ian have to endure the bordom of shopping with girls. haha.

to armstrong: hey.. training your arm now?? hahahaha.. sry cnt upload the photos by today. i din bring the wire to joanne's hse!! good things deserve the wait. hahaha. looking good yesterday WORZ. i mean myself. hahahahahaha

PHOTO HEAVY POST!

2008-11-15T00:43:00.021+08:00

i love my new skin!

finally got a chance to go sun-tunning at sentosa. wednesday was the vball outing and thank god it was a sunny day. we reached there about 10am and stayed till 4! whole day of fun and lots of tunning! i din get as dark as the rest after appying layers of tunning cream and lying under the sun for one hrs. but at least i'm darker =DDD. horny cant say i'm cao ji bai now cos she even more cao ji bai! hahaha.

and i need to thank charlie liew zhen long for lending me his singlet. your size is so small?!

and then it was the mass photo taking session XD

waitse is not doing the flower pose!

yiqian, noel, liyuan, jasmine, sophia.. acting disappointed. hahas

waitse liyuan

Eve! =DDD

and the babes

on the train...

rmb the sec school days when we used to take this kinda pics. lao tu! hahaha

i shall end this post with a zi lian photo! ahahaha. thanks noel for letting me your pink shirt. it made me look feminine. i guess i really need it. hahaha.

byebye!

weather's getting cold, rmb to build up your immune system =)

2008-11-07T14:40:00.002+08:00

u lied, i lied
we all lied for the same purpose and we erase evidence for the common goal..
to keep us together unshaken..

2008-11-07T13:36:00.013+08:00

some random pics to share with you =DDD

if he's grown up, he's gonna be my type! hahahaha

wat's calvin's hand doing?!

eugene's birthday present

HAHAHAHAHA

dun be deceived. she's drawing

ARGH! sherrill and shiqi acting cute outside kbox.. xia si ren... hahaha

2008-10-21T21:19:00.003+08:00

YOYOYO!
after reading shiqi, wanjia, clara, horny n wenjie's blogs i realise i seriously need some help in re-building my blog! i've alr forgotten how to add a tag board la! and those pics.. how to add?!?!?! piang! seriously need some lessons from the pros! LOL guess this post will be pics-less but i ll make it interesting k!

yay! this week's e last week of the school. woohooos! how happy can i be, without tutorials, weekly tests, morning assemblys, waking freakingly early 5/7, worrying about been late or even eating the oily canteen food! hahas! but holiday wont be peaceful as well with re-examinations waiting for you one mth later.. zzz.. but right now just chill awhile first kkz!! heehee
there's so many things i wan to do during holiday!! like learn swimming, go dancing, shed some weight, go shopping (!!), do some voluntary work etc.. =DDDDD

today was the sports carnival! sounds good like a day when all the sports inclined people meet up for some tough games rights? oh wells.. it's just a day for all teachers gather around at a lt, flashing our neatly-combed-hair-and-nerd-style-school-uniform-shock-faced passport photos on the screens and debate over who stay or promote while we play our inter-class games without knowing our dead ends are here!! how freaky was that! hope nobody in 08s27 has to go.. keep my fingers crossed..

i got to team up with jia, wenjie, horny, shiqi, shimin, nini, youqian and wilson for netball games (hope i din miss out any names). baoxian joined us later after her motivational talk at her sec school. that's really impression, so proud of her. hahas.. the first game with s04 was tough.. i got to play the GD and the GA i was defending was so tall and i guess she's a netball player? we were bit lik thrashed cos they were so good.. especially the GS.. like every ball go in la! but thanks to youqian, wilson and nini who managed to grab some chances for scoring. hahas.. during the later games, horny got injured at her right eye! cos the ball came to her too hard and she loss her grip and the ball landed on her forehead and then hit her eye. it was so red sia.. (umm hummp)but after my delicated care and concern, she's fine again.. hahas.. crap..

alright, guess i've blogged enough.. though it's kinda weird to stop here.got to rush my I&R now. late submission again!! =(((

2008-08-01T21:19:00.002+08:00

爱情证书

寂寞当然有一点
你不在我身边
总是特别想念你的脸
距离是一份考卷
测量相爱的誓言
最后会不会实现
我们为爱还在学
学沟通的语言
学着谅解
学着不流泪
等到我们学会飞
飞越黑夜和考验
日子就要从孤单里毕业
我们用多一点点的辛苦
来交换多一点点的幸福
就算幸福
还有一段路
等我们学会忍耐和付出
这爱情一定会有张证书
证明
从此不孤独

这次我明白了，我们真的是不同的。。。致命的不同的。。。

2008-06-09T00:41:00.006+08:00

yay! finally completed updating my blogskin. phew! seriously i know nuts about editing the codes. they make me giddy and i have to squeeze my eyes so hard to search for those headings but in the end i'm still going "huh?!". nvm.. it's over.. next thing i'm gonna do is to fix the tagboard. and it's probably gonna be done after a long time of period.

well.. it's e end of 2nd week of holiday.. and i din do a shit. am i suppose to panic now? alright. i'll promise myself to start work tmr, like i've promised for the past few days. alright.. i'll really really start work tmr.. really really seriously no joking. yea i'm going to do my work tmr.

ytd was so fun. i went to watch bpco concert at cck community club. i saw my juniors and teachers. and of cos.. friends!! seeing them really made my day=)we went to cafe cartel and had a good laugh. i was so high. haha. umm..it's happy to see bpco puttin up their own concert. it's really a privilege! it might be a once-in-a-lifetime chance for some of them. i hope they really enjoyed themselves=) jiayou bpco =PpP

for dearest,
just wanna say i enjoy been with you. it's wonderful watching movies and going for dinners together with you. feel really bad to let you pay cos ur allowance is limited. but at same time u made me feel pampered and touched. thanks for everything you gave me.

2008-05-14T22:59:00.002+08:00

i duno whether if i'm making things seem more complicated or am i just trying to escape from reality.. there's something still stuck in somewhere.. something that i have to REMOVE in order for me to move on.. in fact, i just feel like walking out of the whole situation.. just leave behind whatever hatred, disappointment, sadness and move on to a new life.. i really need a new begaining..

o gosh.. how can i hate a stranger?!!

2008-04-24T18:41:00.002+08:00

i'm trying to get myself confused so i wont know what's really going on. sometimes knowing the truth is hard and be alittle unclear can make you feel better. perhaps that's call escaping from reality. but i do know how i'm feeling right now. you know it too because i've told you. i've tried v hard to let you know. you heard me but u din listened. you said u'll keep a distance but in real you don't. is that call betray to you? or you have forgotten how to cherish? i don't know what's more i should say now. i'll just keep quiet, not listening, be unclear and hide from the reality..

2008-03-15T02:00:00.002+08:00

is 897 days too long for love...

2007-11-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

though i'm not "officially" a christian, i do consider myself as one simply because i believe in jesus, and i'm waiting for the day when i'll be baptised. for the first time i entered a church for a service, i felt the power of God and christianity. it was the first time when i truely felt peace, love and the greatness of forgiving. i felt like a naked child, striped off of my sins and evilness, leaving nothing than purity. it was too the time when i'm touched by holy spirits, and my tears flow while singing praises to the God. i felt so close to Him, as if held by Him in his gentle hands. it was as if i'm in a heaven. i felt a great change in myself when i left the church; the change of the way i see people and things. and now, long after the last time i went for a service, evilness seemed to surround me. i feel fear and anxiety and i know i'm slowly leaving peace. i feel evil in myself. again, God, i'm reaching my hands and soul to you. i need to feel you and i need to be held by you. i know you are my only salvation. the one and only way to peace and love.

save me

BEAUTIFUL-LY

2007-08-28T17:26:00.000+08:00

wat a beauty..

hahaha.. i'm gonna be famous! cos you are reading my initial EVERYDAY. aww..
i've changed my blogskin! wat an effort. and all thanks to peiyi i've finally added some music to my blog. but the size is bit awkward. who knows how to make it just right?

history paper is over! and 24hrs more to the end of torture. holiday awaits=) and o'lvl awaits=( and new campus awaits=) and new friend await=) and new shops await=) and new books await=( and a new life awaits!

2007-08-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

2007-08-15T22:08:00.000+08:00

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好了,就写到这里吧. byebye!

2007-06-14T21:34:00.000+08:00

monday was the sentosa trip, tuesday was the amath tutorial, wednesday was the lib trip with jo and today is the last day of my...
you know, every story has its ending. the only difference is whether it is a good one or a bad one. mine is somewhere in the middle.

it's easy to tell what you're thinking and feeling... it's obvious...

我不难过孙燕姿

又站在你家的门口我们重复沉默这样子单方面的守候还能多久
终于你开口向我诉说她有多溫柔虽然你还握著我的手但我已不在你心中

我真的懂你不是喜新厌旧是我没有陪在你身边当你寂寞时候
別再看著我说著你爱过別太伤痛我不难过这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂

就让我走让我开始享受自由回憶很多你的影子也会充滿我生活
我並不懦弱你比谁都懂虽然寂寞这会是我最后的寬容

抱紧我再抱紧我这一份感动请你让我留在胸口
別在说是你的错爱到了尽头是非对错就让它随风
忘了所有过得比你快活

我真的懂你不是喜新厌旧是我没有陪在你身边当你寂寞时候
別再看著我说著你爱过別太伤痛我不难过这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂

不要再说或許这是最好結果现在分手总好过你不爱我一拖再拖
松开你的手离开你左右我向前走这会是我真正的解脱

2007-06-08T18:53:00.000+08:00

HELLO
i'm at lan shop again. this time is at somewhere near my hse. damn. here's key board is very diff to use. very hard to press then no respond. my finger kana injury for sure. ya just usual jo n chels with me. haha. they're dota freak la. den i just play audition using jo's acc. i helped her took licent but fail le. so sorry! 700 den wasted. =.=

today went to sch for amath tutorial by nj n hci students. learnt alot of things from my tutor. her name is xin wei if i'm not wrong. damn smart. and friendly also. then e crystalbell. eh duno who to spell her name la. is also there! finally see her real person since laoshu's being talking about her. HAHAHA. quite cute la.. haha
tmr is yewtee camp bbq. yummy got things to eat le. i miss buffet. tmr might be going to sentosa with yan yan too.. but have to see the sky den decide. hehe.
man i'm feeling so guilty now... stuck at lan shop play and not going home for revision. o god.. guilty guilty.. i've sin.. ya o's coming!! i'm not prepare at all. haven get into study mood. shame on me!! okay okay.. tonight aft dinner i'll do my homework. clear them first den start revision. omg.. feeling more guilty now!!!

2007-06-01T15:56:00.000+08:00

HELLO.HAHA. long time din update my blog le. anw dun like blog also.
i'm now at dhoby gaut's lan shop with jo,chel,jx. was planning to go anther shop de but there closed down so we're here at this place call headquater. this place is so dark. cant see my way to my comp. the environment quite bad. so DARK. the players here all guys. din see any girls here except e 4 of us.
went to play audition. i'm bored with it alreay. jo tried teaching me play dota but she's busy with her own game so 1st lesson to dota failed. haha. it's okay. not into this game as well.
den i went to explore counter strike. think this game suits me more except that e way e player move made me headache. so no no no.. guess audition is still e best among all. haha.
life is still e same. just that i have to go back to school EVERYDAY for lessons. argh. but it's worth it since o level is coming. omg. o level. how i wish singapore wasn't a cornony of british.
i'm starting to get VERY worried about my future because upon looking at my report book, i can see nothing about my future. umm..maybe it's not..seeing dark still means that you're seeing something right?
i wanna be a VET. how great. i'll love to interact with animals everyday. maybe i'll get respiraroty diseases or flees all over my body, but it's damn worth it. temasek poly is offering vet course. but this course will only get you a job as clinical assistence. pathetic. but i can futher my studies in other uni outside singapore. which means i get to travel as well! haha. how nice..
anyway, just try my best ability to go as far as i could.. so when the day i'm getting my o level result, i'll be the one who choose the schools and the other way round. :]

i'll let go if it's the time to let go..

2007-04-25T20:54:00.000+08:00

50 things i want to do before i die. [part 1]

1. go for voluntary work abroad
2. be a vet
3. do banana dance in front of everyone
4. fast for 1 week
5. go for 27-day obs camp
6. go to cemetery(i nv go before.pathetic)
7. parachuting
8. gain 10kg in one week
9. work in the zoo
10.cut someone's pony tail on april fool's day
11.watch sun-rise on a mountain
12.fake identity and go for a stronger's birthday party
13.find the one who look exactly the same as me
14.bring 200 bucks n tour the world with a fren
15.transform into a guy
16.transform back into a girl
17.shake hand with lee kwan yew
18.learn basic korean lang,fake to be a pro n teach korean
19.save someone's life
20.do a video about my family n frens
21.learn how to play flute
22.expose all the dark sides of ppl
23.use a gun
24.meet doreamon
25.drive a car(gonna come true soon...)

2007-04-25T20:31:00.000+08:00

hey wat the..i'm changing the language setting again.. someone help me! jus wanna save some extra troubles.

i finally know that i'm not talking to myself when i'm blogging my new post. i've gt a reader! da xiong! haha. thanks woman (: will keep my blog updated. and hey.. get a tagboard!

today was my sci prac. it wasn't as easy as i thought but surely was much more cope-able than pure. haha. it was about adding this into naoh than into nh4oh but the best part was they gave you QA tables!!! wow.

the not-so-nice part was the phy prac. we were supposed to draw graph and it said e line shld cut the verticle axis well below the origin. mine was like so far below 0. =.= forget it.

yay! tmr no school for me. but ss paper on fri. gonna memorise a whole junk of notes.

2007-04-23T21:00:00.000+08:00

why why WHY? why is my blogger dashboard always in chinese? i've being changing the language setting for hundreds of times. eww.
the women in my household are very...very...watever.
u know my mum really got this weird routine of checking up on me every 10min, starts from 8pm. it's really irritating because she will always open my door without knocking and come in to chat with me when i'm like so freakingly stuck in e math qn. she will always sit on my bed and do some funny things like swinging her arm, or watch me do homework. i feel so uncomfortable. but chinese daughter don't tell her mum off so i'm here to fa lao shao. and ironically she's nagging me to work hard when she's actually disturbing me. funny mum.
e 2nd weird lady is my grandma. she always frightens me because she dun make noise when she walks and it's really scary. there was one time when i was sleeping and i felt someone touching me. i got a shock when i opened my eyes because a wrinkled, sagged face appeared right in front of my face. hell.
and e 3rd weird woman is me. i dun nid to explain y. u noe it.

today is awful cos the eng paper killed me. i couldn't understand the passage so u can imagine how bad i did. i was stuck at e first qn and the ans i gave were so dumb. nvm..one more chance at prelim.

switch topic. i find blogging pointless because almost all the information posted in blogs are FILTERED. the most evil and sensitive part of the story wont be posted here and reading blogs becomes so boring.

switch. gals can be really nasty and evil towards each other. but i tink the greatest enermy isn't our own sisters. it's the GUYS. ok da-nv-ren-lism.

my dad's back! he bought me a mp3. hehe. wanted one for a long time. but my mum just dropped it on the floor. eww.

my grandma controlls everything. what i eat. what i wear. what i do. when i sleep. what type of bra i buy. what i should study. what i must watch. how i sits. when i must come home. she once pulled and stretched my mango shirt because she said it was too tight. but it might to be like that. she got the same habit of my mum: checking up on me. hope they still rmb i'm 18 and 19/365 years old this year.

2007-04-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

dun try to voice out your feeling to that someone whom u think is important to you, because he will reply you" i dun have time to argue with you, i just want to get back my contacts because i dun wan to loss them again."

he get wat he wants but losses one.

2007-04-13T20:14:00.000+08:00

woah i'm so tired. eyes shutting soon. but i have to blog cos i'm a responsible blogger.
okay. here i start. today is sports day and the best thing is it was held at bukit gombak stadium which is like 1/9 stone throw away from my hse. a stone throw away means v near and 1/9 stone throw away here means v v v v v v v v v near.
argh.. i'm really tired... but i will continue cos i'm responsible, nice, generous, thoughtful, and all e good things u can think of. ok fine. i'm really tired..

hey nice video to watch http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=HappySlip
watch morning meest.

2007-04-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

hey i'm bloggin again. jus cant believe it. haha. ok ytd was my birthday. 18 le. time jus passed so fast. now i cant wait to catch m18 movie. ok next target is r21.

received some of the most "memorable" gifts of my life. i gt pierre cardin bra from chel, jo and caijun. omg they bought e wrong size. didn't i told them i'm G? anw. thanks! such a special gift. i got a myuk wallet from rijia. she eyed it for a long time because she really lik it. and now she's buying it for me! ok tis da nv ren really loves me. i love her too. ( k yk happy? u must be feeling damn proud nw)haha.thanks thanks. i received a nightmare before christmas key chain from gan yuen. sry duno hw to spell his name. he bought a small cake for me as well and insisted that he baked it himself though it's inside tis plastic bag which says blah blah cake shop.v thoughtful indeed. haha. and among all, the gift i like the most is e card made by iris! i'm so touched cos there are msgs from the co members and they really encouraged me. jus felt lik crying upon reading them. upon knowing my frens are there for me. :]
now i see it. how much frens mean to me.

din really celebrated my birthday. jus a same old routine. sing song, make wish, no candle for tis yr, cut cake, serve. anw i dun see birthday as sth important or significant. just a day of ur life. and everyday is a birthday of somebody. but i din expected it to be awful as well. jus a normal happy day. but it was the most awful birthday of my life. it will be even more awful if my frens weren't ard.

2007-03-24T21:12:00.000+08:00

long time din blog. anw i hate blogging. haha. but it's a nice way to vent. ok before i starting cursing, just tell ya what i've been doing recently. eh.. wait. maybe i'll just blog about yesterday and today. u noe my memory isn't good. anw who the hell will go remember what they hav done for e past one month.

yesterday... umm.. joanne came back to sch le! after her 4 days of mc. o god u noe SGH doctors are so generous in giving mc. joanne got one week of leave for cough, fever and sth. but it came with a good price(for sgh) of 14o plus. bomb. so u know exactly why clinic doctors dun giv u one week mc? dun blame them. go to the right medical centre for the right purpose(: but everything comes with a price.
i have been sitting with yatkah for one week cos joanne wasn't in sch. o tis woman is so zhi tong dao he with me. cos we're all da nv ren. wahaha. bow to us. it's fun sitting with her. just keep sharing things and of cos suan-ing each other. haha. hey yk if u come my blog jus leave me a msg yea? chelsea came join us when joanne was back on thurs den she got forced to sit behind with caijun. u noe y.. both of them just got so much things to share with others. since they are common so they shld sit together. haha.
then bad thing came. there's a change in our sitting plan! so eew! i'm sitting with weijian now... he's so smart but too quiet. hopefully i'll get influenced and start mugging. haha.
syf is coming. one more week to go. den no more co for e sec 4 after 7 april. woohoo! then there will be a new pres and new committee! bpco is starting afresh.

i feel so responsible today. cos i've forced myself to turn up for cip! i was so reluctant to get out of e bed tis morning. and it's at 8am. O GOSH. weekend 8am!. plus i stayed up last night till 2.30am to watch fear factor.BUT... I TURNED UP. late. haha. hey i broke my record! i woke up at 8.30 and left house at 8.40. 10min to wash and shine, get change, pack bag, yada yada.. u wanna challange me???
cip was fun. we went door to door to collect old newspaper. we're done before 10.30. then we sat down to arrange e newspapers and SURPRISINGLY found a porn magazine. haha. it's cal Nuts. hear before? we gals went to read it. nth much. jus showing boobs, boobs and more boobs. and some sex talks. manyee and me went to threw it away and u noe wat.. andrew went to pick it up and read. then the guys gather ard him to see the porn pics as well. eeww.. disgusted.. don they hav internet at home? hahaha.
eh.. and i saw my obs team mate bringing a porn magazine home to read. but he couldn't resist the temptation and read it while he walked to lot one.... dots....

then i went to tuition. thought i'll meet him aft tuition but.. he din tell me he've got plan already. disappointed. i miss him. but he misses his frens more. i've got hundred things to say. a hundred kinds of emotions mixings together. and i choose to keep them all inside. umm.. shldn't be elaborating anymore.

2007-02-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

wa i'm so super duper high and happy now! like flying.. whee...

wat the crap.
perhaps that's the only way i can have a good start of something. and that's IN MY BLOG. but i've fake it until so fake. i hate 2007. everthing is going against my will. i've been restricted by so many damn things. cant i have a good start? can everything just be like normal? y the hell so many things go wrong at e same time. perhaps i should really start to knee down and do some praying. just wanna repent all my sins so i can have a good start of something.

today was one of my 44 bad begainings in 2007. my chemistry teacher suggested to me to take combined sci. wat the hell. i thot i'm improving u noe. i can understand her lessons already. which i tink is a great achievement because she speaks in a speed of 283 words per min. her lessons were, to me, merely tongue twister in baboon language. and i'm taking pure sci tuitions nw. i understands and i'm on e track nw. why e damn she mentioned droppin pure sci at this moment? okay fine. guess i'm just too lazy to show her some impressive results. but..
WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY???????
she wants a reply from me this thursday. why she so anxious. let me consider ma. argh.
wat the damn! i've gt amath test tmr. walaoooooooo
i'm going to prepare for my 45th bad begaining now.

see ya.

so sorry frens i'm writing all this shit to make u feel lousy.
just ignore me.

happy valentine's day

i'll meet some wrong guys before i meet the right one
i'll meet encounter some bad begainings before i encounter the good ones

hang on woman. HANG ON THERE. THE LIGHT WILL SHINE ONE DAY.

2007-01-25T23:40:00.000+08:00

ARGH!! i'm feeling so irritated and troubled. who's the genuis who invented blogs? i shall thank him mann.. because while i have got no ppl to talk to, i still can talk to my blog. first time feel that blog is so useful.

to be true, i'm in my worst condition ever in my sec sch life. i'm going to break down soon.. i'm convinced that i'm mentally weak though i appears to be optimistic. such an irony. i'm stepping at the edge of my limit already. i feel so pressurized.
the damn diagnostic tests are making me feel even more depressed and discouraged. i feel that i'm good for nothing. useless. stupid. retarted. i hate this. i've tried but what came out were shit shit and shit. i feel so disgusted. why everyone else can and i cant?? what went wrong?? seriously i duno.. i wish there's someone to tell me because my stupid brain cant figure out my mistakes.
i'm scared of taking tests now. i'm afraid to see my results. i dun wan to feel so useless and good for nothing. i need someone to support me.

2006-11-29T16:30:00.000+08:00

29 nov. wed
sunny

hello! i'm just too bored to be interested in doing anything so just browsed through tickle and did some tests. here r my results

what makes me amazing?
Liyuan, your Great Attitude makes you amazing

Attitude is everything. Lucky for you, you've got an amazing one. Fun and free-spirited, you take life as it comes and don't sweat the small stuff. And why should you?With your lighthearted and low-key approach, you brighten up any room. After all, more than most, you know there's more to life than work. A laidback and easygoing person like you would much rather spend your time hanging out with friends and experiencing life to the fullest. That's why you make any occasion that much more memorable and fun. Sounds good to us!

haha.i'm amazing. =D

what i what in a relationship?
Liyuan, you're looking for Rebound Romance

Relationships have their ups and downs, and you're just ready for something new to take your mind off of things and mix it up for a change. Maybe you had a bad breakup, maybe you're tired of family members asking when they should book the reception hall, or maybe you're just tired of dating the same kinds of people. Whatever the reason, you're excited to find something new — someone who can offer you refreshing perspectives and will sweep you off to new adventures.For all these reasons, you might not be interested in an emotional investment of a huge magnitude — at least not at first. Maybe the best thing for you is someone who can make you laugh and will help you create great stories about your adventures together. And if things grow from there — let's not get ahead of ourselves. The thing is, as much as you're ready for this person to bump into you in the vegetable aisle, at the bus stop, or at a friend's party, they're equally as eager to meet you, too. So pick up the phone, email a friend, make plans, and get going!

umm... hahahahahahaha. who wants a boring relationship??? NAH.

2006-11-11T14:59:00.000+08:00

i've lost my own identities.

i need God.

2006-11-07T17:56:00.000+08:00

wa. i so angry. tried to type some stuff in my blog yesterday but internet suddenly kuku den i signed out from blogger. piang! i dun care i must update my blog today. lol. nowadays keep on rainning leh. monsoon season hai me no mood to go out le. no choice who ask me live in singapore. who still dare say s'pore water not enough! haha. aiya. still got chance for sentosa trip? =.=

today i so filial bring my grandmama shop shop leh! lol. went to causeway point at ard 2. wanted to go find yan yan but tink it s weird to let my friend company my grandmama shop. haha. we bought a pierre cardin shoe, 59. dot dot dot. we really know how to shop man! den after that went to cold storage buy groceries. i wan to eat mushroom but my grandmama say she dun wan to cook mushroom today. eee.. then we went to look for zi cai ji! but find here find there also dun hav. how come lik tt one.. so in e end we jus bought some usual stuff.
finally my hair is long enough to be tied up! 5 yrs nv tie hair liao. today specially went to buy a proper rubber band. other days i was using e pathetic red rubber band which kids(char char) use to shoot ppl. it plucked out lots of my hair. tink i'm balding.

my mama suddenly is into christianity. most probably is because she work in a church kindergarden. haha. so easily gt influenced. that reflects her personality. den she talk whole load of salvation because my papa say he dun believe in jesus and god. whether believe or nt, just keep in mind that dun do bad things! PEACE.

audition is having patch maintenence AGAIN. they gonna add more songs, shopping mall assoriess n stuff. hope the game is ready to play now. i'm eager to go for my license. loll. shall go take a look. bye!

love my dear <3

2006-10-27T14:58:00.001+08:00

失败是一种成长;
成长是一种过程;
从过程中吸取经验;
从经验中品尝成功的果实.

忽略过程;
没有成长, 没有经验, 没有果实.
我.

过程.
清醒;
反省;
探索;
纠正;
意念;
领悟.
开始.

心中的呐喊.
一次白纸黑字的见证.

2006-10-11T23:02:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA!

exams finally ended ytd. so happy! i m overjoyed. wahhhaha.
anw, e last paper was emaths paper 2. omg. i've counted. i lost ard 15 marks. i was stuck at the first and e last qns. actually nt stuck. is totally duno how to do. the last qns was on bearing. i left it blank and 9 marks gone.. sob! but never mind.. it s OVER. haha!

o i love shoppin!
went to orchard ytd and today.
so many things to see and buy.
but just tt cash is running out. haha
gonna go orchard again with yanyan..
bring her there waste money. lol.

kk.. nid to tok to my dear le.. byebye!

2006-10-04T19:06:00.001+08:00

ihatemylifeihateuihatemyselfjustgetout!

2006-10-01T16:14:00.001+08:00

umm.. one of e things which i hate to do is probably blogging! i just duno wat is so nice to tell people wat i eat for lunch or how many times i've slept in class today. but ironically i'm here again trying to blog about my life. HAHA.

umm... er.... eh.. i... hmm... no. i mean i... eh... my life s fine.

told u, i hate blogging. HAHA.

2006-07-29T15:18:00.000+08:00

eeyer. i v long nv blog liao. duno wat to blog leh. life still e same lo. duno y e yann ah ma lik to blog so much. lol. today i nv go for ytco. stay at home rot with my books. tink i'm going to flunk my common test again. v du bu qi myself leh. fail so many tests. i'm so stupid. must nu li. tmr finally going to have tuition liao. must travel to kovan. S= v far sia. can dun go or nt? haha.

chels bought 2 hammie from lot one de pet shop ytd. one for 18 bucks. ex seh... den she went to my hse and left e hammie there while she go for speech day. the hammie so cute! so tiny.. lik fur ball. their ears so big den their face so small. v funny. haha. i noe how to tell the sex of e hamster de. see their ahems. den i violated my hammie. haha. she a 100% gal gal.

i go do amath liao.

2006-07-03T12:09:00.000+08:00

When one door closes another door opens;
but we so often look so long
and so regretfully upon the closed door,
that we do not see the ones which open for us.

Alexander Graham Bell

2006-06-29T21:58:00.000+08:00

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dere s a secret code...

nah. jus crappin.

2006-06-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

1. do things that will make yourself happy!!

2. smile =) and show others your sincerity

3. what is yours is yours, what is not yours will never be yours

4. don't have to prove your innocence to others. prove it to yourself and keep on e faith

5. be strong and let not your wei3qu1 bothers others. in other words. take care of yourself
rather than let others take care of you!

6. do to others what u wan others to do to you

7. listen to others and to yourself

8. be practical at times

9. don't follow others, fellow yourself and be who you are

10. make friends!

11. be clear in the mind

12. don't have to always be the hero, sometimes u need to be the coward

13. do things clear of guilt

14. gain respect by giving people the respect

15. LOVE. the most power word

-liyuan

2006-06-23T14:12:00.000+08:00

i'm back...... since mon. =P

it s unexpected. but that's just u.

2006-06-16T00:00:00.000+08:00

whoo.. i love my blog! though i noe i'm just talking to myself. hehe. see.. it s all because i've got this vry vry goodie habit of listening to myself. =P.
going back to s'pore soon... gonna miss my home. and e ppl here. din really spend much time with my cousin. tink there s an age gap too. i just DUN lik his games. but he will play keyboard for me. thought i've hav a good time interacting with him, toking abt music. but he just too pro la.. i see his fingers dancin on e keys will leg soft. lol. nvm. ytd was his 8th yr old birthday. becoming a little shuai ge le. he even gt gf sia. everytime change de. lol.
tmr going to my grandma hse.. gonna eat again. eat and eat. every moment eat. den sit there tok tok. dun fat oso canot. such a torture. african ppl so good.. xin fu.. lol.

byebye!

2006-06-13T15:27:00.000+08:00

hehe.. today gonna stay at home and do homework. so guai hor? of cos la.. haha.
wa i got so much homework. when would i finish them all. the vocab book and pursue book are tedious enuf. i spent so much time on it. but oni did 4 exercises. lol. and amath. headache. argh.
hehe.

2006-06-09T00:47:00.000+08:00

i finally can online liao.. after waitin for 2 days. haha. chengdu here is so hot! thot e weather would be fine. or at least cooler den s'pore's weather. bull shit. so hot sia.. everyday wear hot pants. haha.
omg. things here are so cheap. can find bugis clothes and far east clothes here too. at a much cheaper price. heng i nv buy them in s'pore. a pair of jeans cost 68 yuan. wow. i believe there s even cheaper prices. haha
yay! will be goin for shoppin again tmr! hehe.

to charlie: hehe.. i'm chattin with u now.. haven seen u for 2 days le.. lik so long.. and i miss u dear! noe u miss me too. haha! umm.. thanks for been faithful! u're great! really.. though feelin a bit suan suan de upon listenin to ur oreo story. haha. and it had reminded us of our past. LOL. dear dear must take care. slp earlier and eat well k? i'll be back home soon.. missing u lots. hugs. i love u!!!

2006-05-30T20:25:00.000+08:00

*yawn.. so bored. y? cos i'm grounded.
first time in my life. suey dao jia lah..T_T
but it s my fault la. who ask me din study. haii
now hav to sarcrifice my play time to do work. whoooo. nt fun wor
and the situation is made worse by my mum.
she had postpone my flight to china to 7 june.
cool yea? i hen bu de faster return to china sia.

umm. tmr stil need to go sch for eng lessons. hehe. can find my frens le. den after still need to go music camp. haiyo. will be a tiring day...
byebye.

screw your head.

2006-05-24T18:07:00.000+08:00

Heh??? me again. haha. today's second entry. so guai right? of course. not need to say de lor. LOL. i'm so bored. nothing to do. rotting rotting rotting. was planning to do my history essay. but no notes for reference. =( was searching my hitler notes like hell. first time mann. i even went to search for the notes which charlie kor kor gave me. but DUN HAVE. liyuan had never been so guai that she's freakingly searching for materials to study. haha. but too bad. the good hearted liyuan had lent her notes to her classmate weeks ago. who i lent to??? shit. nvm. cos laoshu saved me! ALVIN LAO SHU SO GOOD! he s going home to get the hitler notes for me! yay! hao xin de laoshu.. haha. thanks ya! charlie dun jealous. LOL. cos u had saved me a hundred times! love ya! hehe.

going to meet up cy later on. farewell dinner for cy and me! yea, we are going home. china i mean.so happy! but gonna miss the friends here. and of course my dear dear too.. umm.. 20 days will pass vry quickly de right? so dun be sad! will get to see them soon de. and we'll be out to have fun together again. LOL.

Alvin they all are going to suping mom's funeral later on. feel so sad for her. hope she's well cos we're all behind her! JIAYOU. you'll be strong again. =))
cy and charlie cant attend the funeral cos of religion thingy. but they will be praying for suping mom de. yea, they are all so kind. i'm not going to the funeral too. need to company cy. she will be off to china this fri. gonna miss her lots. and must remind her to bring presents for me! =X. going to burn a hole in my pocket. need to buy a lot of things when i go to china. cc and zl's bday prezzie. yan yan n dear dear's prezzie. and small small de gifts for my frens. and of cos i'll need to pamper myself too! haha. i'll be materialistic.

Ooo.. one day's gone like this. haven been doing anything meaningful ( except for updating blog?). i thought parents' meeting will be on fri but actually it s TOMORROW. o hell. die le... my er xin de results. duno how am i going to explain. need to reach home really early later so as not to further provoke my papa. zzz. haii. who ask me dun work hard. i'll learn my lesson. liyuan u got to nu li...

i'm going off le. go find some work to do. or go find chocolate factory. guess he s still sleeping. pig sia. nap for so long. haha.
byebye!! <3

2006-05-24T13:39:00.000+08:00

i'm going HOME. whee!! miss my relative lots. really hope to see them. haven seen them for a year already and my anutie is going to give birth soon. HAHA. can play with the baby liao. toss there toss there den pinch e face. haha. so kewl. no la. i'll be nice. hehe. it s a pity that i cant go back for one month. but it s ok. because of *him. tink i'll miss him when i'm in china. hehe. haii. and also because of my studies. need to catch up a bit of work already. not a bit la. is a LOT. sigh! shld have work harder. i will de. just u wait and see. hehe.

Ooo.. my yan yan s going back to china too.. leaving on friday morning. (omg. yan couple so sweet) haha. i'll miss her de.. hope she will enjoy herself in china! miss ya!

going to do my work now. and... nvm... sigh..

i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like i dun like hehe.

2006-05-10T20:24:00.000+08:00

tmr is the last paper.. wahahaha. finally.
going out with my frens after exams. yay!
so nice.. =) can play le. and the best is no more stress.
for a period of time oni la.
duno how it would be like when we get back our results. LOL.
good luck for our physics tmr. jiayou ba.
i go study le. byebye. goodnight!

2006-05-09T21:13:00.000+08:00

Haven been updatin my blog. sorry. hai.. i'm so sad now. my mid year is going to end soon. this thursday. shld be feeling happy right? NO. wat de. mid year paper SO difficult. i'm completely stunned. first is Amath. duno who set one. no confident in gettin a pass. seriously, e work we did in school is not enough to cope with exams. so many questions that i've nt seen before. AH!!!. feel like dying. this feeling sux la. unsettled. tomorrow will be Emath paper 2. set by vlee. SHIT. worst nightmare. i'm already expecting myelf not to do well in this paper. cos. hai. i noe his paper is going to be vry diff from e papers in math text bk. but unfortunately, we jus stuck ourselves in doing papers tt are taken from e text bk all e while. LOL. How??
hai.. 3m1 suey lo.. never get vlee as math tcher. our math like so weak. EEEE. hoping for next year. =)
o ya. my chem paper today was so... dot dot dot.. dun wan to say le. so stress. phy on thurs. JIAYOU.
feel so weird toking to myself. i noe i'm tokin to myself all e while. feel bloggin is a waste of time.. but i can dump all my thoughts here too. all filtered. LOL.

2006-04-25T16:35:00.000+08:00

HAHA. i'm so bored. got early dismissal today. umm. actually nt quite sure if today gt early dismissal but we all just left sch lah. haha. den shun lu take joanne's taxi ride to lot one.

HAI...
sian leh! din finish my ss paper today. thought that i'll do fine in sbq. THOUGHT. nvm lor.. stil gt seq. but my hand writing like tamil lik that. =/. all scribbled.. aarrrggghhh.. SIAN SIAN SIAN.
stil got tons of amath homework haven complete. ok. nt even started. haha.. i believe my amath cher is a nice cher.. tink she shld be able to understand.. nah.. i'll try to hand in on time.
song boo!! thurs no sch! cos bp is selected as nomination station. HAHA. thurs eng paper was postponed to fri day. din make a big difference anyway. how much can u do in 24hr? so thurs must rest.. haha.. excuses.

SATURDAY!!

BP BAND IS SO COOL! they have won a gold in military band syf tis sat. saw many of them cried when e results were announced. though they din get into e final but they have done super well! I LOVE BAND!

band of the year competition on 1 july.
i wanna go
i wanna go
i wanna go
i wanna go
i wanna go
i wanna go
i wanna go

2006-04-23T03:24:00.000+08:00

Are you fit to commit?

Liyuan, you're fit to commit because you know what you want

You don't need us to tell you that you're on the right track. A cool and confident person, you know what you want; now it's just a matter of finding it. Even more important, you know that love is about much more than what kind of clothes they wear or car they drive. And you're ready to make it work.

You've gotten to a place where you are happy with your life, and you're ready to share it with someone special. So whether you've found them or are still looking, know that this time, you'll get what you want.

2006-04-23T03:01:00.000+08:00

不知道路还有多远.我有些疲倦了.
现在终于知道力不从心是这么一回事.
想停下脚步喘口气, 但却一心想要往前走.
因为我坚信着未来. 信念是一种很强大的力量.

2006-04-03T20:10:00.000+08:00

w00oo...
turning 17...
TOMORROW
arh...

eee..i'll be 17 tmr. so old sia.. but can enjoy e freedom that those kids cant enjoy! haha. paiseh.. my mom vry cute seh.. came to me and ask me how old am i this year. when i told her that i'm 17, she looked so shock. stoned there. super funny lo. haha. den started to jump here jump there, dance dance.. cos she s so shock that i'm 17 this year.. stil tink that i'm 15 or wat.. hai.. -_-.. duno wat to say.. haha.

did my 2.4 today. i pia all the way. had thoughts of giving up cos really really tired and out of breath. but as u all noe.. liyuan is so determine and clear in her mind that she will not give up in any circumstances. crap la. i jus wanted to finish e run fast cos i have had enough. shou gou le! haha.. duno wat to write le.. umm.. brain not working today. i'll stop here ba!

byebye! have a nice day ahead. =)

2006-04-01T00:51:00.000+08:00

How Do I Love Thee Elizabeth Barrett Browning

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with a passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, --- I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! --- and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

Maybe i had forgotten how to tell u, maybe i have never know how to. but everytime i look at u, i know that is something you should know. i wonder if u feel it. i hate myself for not letting my true feelings known. i dare not tell u how much i love u, how much i hope for you. all because of the insecurity dwell within me. i know you deserve more. i love you... i really do..

2006-03-29T20:09:00.000+08:00

yann u always make ppl blog..

it s so unfortunate. bpghs is going to MOVE. to a better environment of cos good. but this time the place is so ulu de. gonna stuck there for 2 years while bp will be rebuilt. piang eh.. 2 years leh.. tink there wil be vry hot. cos heard that the roof is covered with zinc plates. hai.. nvm. but we'll be taking our o lvl there. duno how it s going to be. haiyo.. mama.. REN!!

arh... so many homework to do.. bue tahan la. umm.. there's amath ex, emath review, phy work sheet, chem worksheet, hist essay, chinese essay, lit qns, bla bla bla. i forgot how to smile already la. duno y my sch tchers so hardworking. haha. i think they really shuld take a rest. yawn.

erm.. wat did i do for e past 3 days..

MON
as normal went for sch in e morning. was real tired cos i woke up early on sun but slept late at night. umm.. i forgot wat i did in sch. having lessons den crap a bit, play a bit do homwork a bit. i oni remembered that i met cy they all later in e evening. was gathering in woodlands burger king to discuss about e sat cip project. going to do cip at e old folks home. it would be my second visit. i'm looking forward to it. haha. but one thing i really dun lik is to be e conductor. dun ask me y. i jus dun like. thats nt me. =(. but it s cip.. doing that for e old folks there ba. i'm so kind. haha. it was fun to hang out with my yt gang frens. they are so funny mann! haha. junwei was acting cute with his sissors paper stone post. so sissy!! haha.. broke back. den cy and xwg.. haha. they so shy. nv talk one. so cute. haha. den we went to kfc for dinner. e superstar meal vry cheap. faster go buy. haha. den i went for 2 ppl's world. er ren shi jie. LOL.

TUES
was even more tired. slept even later at night. was even reluctunt to wake up in e morning. was thinking of pon-in sch. but i got up in e end. feeling damn dizzy but stil manage to keep myself awake for most of the lessons. though nt paying full attention but better than i slp. haha. umm.. went for a dialogue session at homework period. talking bout jc and discipline. hai.. after viewin the cut-off points for all e jc i duno which jc i wanna go sia.. lik vry diff.. umm.. nvm. finally went home at ard 2.30 with jojo n jx. so happy . finally can slp liao. haha. jx was asking if i can go buy bubble tea with her but i was too tired to company her to walk to e sweet talk shop there. so sry.. i'll company u buy e nxt time. haha. o ya! amath tcher is mad. she gave us so much homework. i pia until i wan to vomit sia.. so sad that vlee din teach 3m1. =((

WED
omg.. hist essay on hitler. i haven read e notes so duno wat ms tay was talking bout during hist lesson. haha. den lessons jus go on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and finally stopped at 1.10. yeah! slack slack slack. play play play. talk talk talk. haha.. co is so slack!! nt my style mann.. but no choice.. ='(. ohohoho.. i gt pms today. ate some chocolates. hope i'll feel better. haha.

thats all for this post. byebye!! have a nice day ahead. btw, mid year is coming. at e starting of may if i'm nt wrong. scary right?

2006-03-22T20:06:00.000+08:00

woohoo! i'm so happy!! AH HA HA HA!!!!!
just checked my CA1 result. i din fail any of the subject! GREAT. thought i'll fail badly for many of the subjects like A math and phy but surprisingly i din. jus make it to a pass. *phew` haha. but that is no good too. jus pass only leh. canot canot. i'll work harder. er.. no.. i din even work hard so i cant work harder. haha.
will get back my progress report this week. prepared to get nag by my mama. so many b and c grades. but luckily still got 2 As. unexpected. haha.
hai.. tink i'll really need to work hard le. mid year exam will come vry soon. den the amath paper.. walao.. i'll die mann.. if vlee set again den tink i prepare tp drop amath liao. haha. umm.. if onli my math tcher is vlee.. hai.. others so fortunate though vlee is feared by many students. haha. JIAYOU JIAYOU!!
umm.. those who din do vry well for common test oso dun sad ba.. including me oso. there are still chances and most importantly is the process of the learning rather the results. though it s vry true that result is vry vry important to us. let's jiayou ba! the next exams will better!!
oops. some one nagging me to do work le. haha. owe tcher many work leh.. i'm slacky. must change myself if i'll regret. wa.. nagging me again.. haha.. ok ok.. i'll go do my work now.. PIA!

2006-03-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

abandoned this blog for half month already. haven been updating. ok, that really do NOT reflect on my character. i'm obviously not lazy. i'm just too busy doing my work and diligently revising for next year's exams. and though it is holiday now, i'm stil busy with my work. finally i'm giving myself one hr of break to type these craps.

hehe. shall briefly update about what i've been doing.

SAT.
Sat is ever so fun. haha. went to ytco in e afternoon. was late again. hai..had 3 hrs of non-stop practice. play until finger cramp. but it was stil fun. wahaha. went to e spec shops with yan after e prac while the others went to lot one. on our way there i saw a super long and fat earth worm on e ground, crawling in between yan's feet. it was so gross!! i cant imagine if she steps on it. e worm wil stick to e ground den get its juice squeezed out. yuke! haha. sadistic. but yan was even more scary den e earth worm. her scream... walao.. will give u heart attack. ppl can hear her from a hundred metres away. DUN GO NEAR HER. haha.. jus kidding. she s sweet.
o hohoho!! let me polish ur nails k charlie??

SUN.
woke up super early. lik 8 plus or 9?? eh.. no. i overslept. tink woke up at 9.20. haha. went for a performance at 10.30am. umm.. nvm. o ya, i got my first taste of wearing contact lens!! perfect eyesight sia.. shong seh... haha. yan went with me to do contact lens too. we stuck our butt at e spec shop for 3 hrs to learn how to wear and take out lens.i learnt it in 30 min ba.. but yan vry poor thing. her eyes dun listen to her one.. blinking non-stop. tink her strongest muscles are gathered under her eyelid.haha. umm.. it is great to feel my eyeballs. they are so smooth. haha.
to yann: jiayou!
the real fun was at night. kailing, laoshu, qq, taurus, zigui, justin, charlie, yan and me went to bugis to walk walk. haha. was jus companying justin to buy his bag but in e end charlie bought his bag too! same design but diff color i tink. charlie gt a blue one, to suit his factory worker sch-u. haha. jus kiddin. after shoppin we went to bugis junction. there is a water splashin thing, a fountain? haha. duno. charlie said if e water falls on u den u'll hav gd luck. wa.. den everybody all wan to chiong inside to play water. haha. say wat we'll walk across the fountain if we wan to eat dinner. in e end e guys were wet. hope they'll hav gd luck. haha.

MON.
umm.. cant rmb wat did i do on mon. went to watch shaggy dog with lan guan, wentao, qq, laoshu, taurus, zigui, justin, charlie and yan. e movie was funny. =D. den we met jz after tt and everybody went to causeway point arcade to play. haha. me and charlie went to walk walk. pa tuo at raffles place.. haha. shall nt elaborate. as usual, 11 plus or 12 den came home. LOL!

TUES.
a vry sian day. got a rehearsal on e grading exam concert at 6. was suppose to go jurong point with yan but in e end we din manage to go. laoshu lor.. mood swing. yan stay to company him with taurus and zigui. hope he's well now. haha. omg.. the a math paper so diff. die..

WED.
family day!! stayed home e whole day to company my mom. see i so guai and xiao shun.. haha. actually is cos no programme on tt day. haha. planned to do homework but as normal i slack e whole day. bohohoho. ='(. den went to eat dinner with family at duno wat hotel in e evening. chinese cuisin again. but this time there s peking duck!! yummy!! nice nice.. haha. next time ask papa to bring me there again. hai.. so sad. there are so many worms crawling on e ground downstairs my house. some got stepped on and stuck to e ground. some got scolded cos they look so disguisting. hai.. so poor thing.. ok la ok la, i scolded them.

THURS
wee!! supposed to wake up at 8 in e morning jus to see somebody slping. but was too tired so woke up at 9 plus. haha. took 15 min to wash up and prepare. haven even open my eyes fully yet den rush out of house. scared tt i'll reach late. den took train to woodlands and change bus to a far away place. haha. the journey dun seem long cos i kept dozing off on e way there. reached there at ard 10.50 ba. finally saw somebody's sleepy face. look lik a kid!! expected. haha. the house was so quiet, lik nobody at home. that somebody hor.. die die oso dun wan to wake up. smack or whack oso canot. haha. but in e end i ended up sleeping too. haha! umm.. finally managed to do some work. finished e first amath paper. sian leh.. so diff. exam zheng me ban..

to my somebody: i know it s hard to keep a relationship going. as long as u are still with me, nothing seems more difficult to overcome..

2006-03-04T01:20:00.000+08:00

i learnt.

2006-02-28T22:10:00.000+08:00

=X.
common test is over.

2006-02-23T17:50:00.000+08:00

i duno y. i'm jus so tired
TIRED.

ss common test is over! left with lit, E math, physics and chinese.
lit is such a torture :[. i cant figure out wat e characters are talking about cos their speeches are in shakespearean language. -.-
i need to do so many researches to understand the content. it s simply tedious. nah... i dun lik. lack of patient yea. haha.
i'll still need to complete 3 more scenes to be well prepared enough for tmr's test.
Ah....... i will ren till the end. REN.

sob! i haven finish learning velosity.
ok i'm doomed. duno if i'll have enough time to finish it.
i missed a phy lesson on mon and from tt day onwards i duno wat mr low was talking. mummbles mummbles mummmmuumm. =(
zl and cc taught me a bit of velosity today.
they must be tinking y am i so stupid.
but i finally understand in e end. so nt that stupid. haha.
tmr will continue to disturb ppl to teach me how to do phy.
lol. jus kidding.
it s nt disturb. my frens are more than willing to help. =D

physics is easy
physics is easy
physics is easy
physics is easy
physics is easy
physics is easy
physics is easy
physics is easy
physics is easy
physics is easy

that was oni a form of encouragement.

heard that today's bio paper was difficult
though i'm nt a bio student, but hope that everybody will pass their test. =P
JIAYOU!

3m1 is a triple science and triple human class. woohoo! SAY 3M1 RAWK.

2006-02-21T20:22:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD! i din finish my english compo.. it s common test u know!! 40% of ca.. sob!! -.-'' sianed...

i really don't like the idea of having common test.

2006-02-20T12:32:00.000+08:00

i'm sick today. had fever in the morning and i just slept through the whole morning. My mom gave me antibiotics before she went to work but i din take them.. hehe.. umm.. din noe i can catch a cold so easily. just sneeze a few times den nose starts to run.. now just having sore throat and running nose. pui! sore throat is so terrible!
i feel guilty for not attending school today. cos tmr got common test!! i vry daring.. haha.. will hav a physics extra lesson later at 2 plus. most probably i'm going. my physics jus canot make it.. must jiayou le.. maybe i shall go for tuition? but yan say tuition no use. we are already tired by the school work, tuition will just be a burden. ya, thats very true. actually if we pay attention in class we'll be able to do well for our test one.. but the prob is i always doze off during physics lessons. sorry! i tried my best to stay awake but my eyes just automatically shut half way through the lesson. haha.. i MUST change. umm.. I WILL CHANGE.
tink i'll go prepare for school now.. haha.. it s going to 1pm soon.. hope my form tcher wont see me.. i dun have mc! = ( too lazy to see doc.
hope i wont pass my flu to anyone. maybe my classmates will want my flu. haha..

2006-02-19T01:36:00.000+08:00

hai.. i miss the past..my life.. was so carefree...

we still care. we still love. we still bother.
but... nvm.
we'll be like the past. =)

reality is cruel. face it.

2006-02-17T16:00:00.000+08:00

yeah! going to alvin s house to play later.. surely come home vry late.. hehe.. can crap with frens liao and more dirty joke from that yellow man.. haha! oh.. i din have a date today. pangseh? how so not nice.. haha.. maybe that s e you.

carelessly lost it..
u make me feel like an idiot

2006-02-15T21:33:00.000+08:00

mmmummmmummuumuummmmummm...
so tired.. kept dozing off in class.. mmmmummmuummumm.. haha..
my valentine's day was.. er.. spent with a gal and so many guys.. first time actually did sth on that so called important day... ok la, to teens that s quite an impt day.. or maybe we shall call it friendship day.. umm.. sounds good.. haha..
went to taurus's hse to play! haha.. alvin papa gave cy and me a free ride to taurus hse.. so nice.. esp when he speeds.. haha.. den justin and zigui came too.. ee.. suppose to do homework with cy de lo , but the room so noisy.. and distracting too so we joined in e fun.. haha.. i lack of dicipline. o ya, i gave cy a pair of earrings, my first v-day gift to her i think.. she prepared mine but din bring.. it was.. er.. hello panda.. stunned.. vry creative.. haha.. den we play and play and play and play and went home at 10.40 or wat.. but how come i reach home at 12? so funny.. hehehe.. act blur..

msg to uncle: hai.. i wait for u until.. until.. haha.. but glad to see u on valentines day. =D. thought we wont be meeting at all. umm.. so we din missed our first v-day! LOL. hey, where s my liquid fluid? haha.

shit, duno y suddenly it says cannot connect to blogger.com.. piangx!!! i'm spending a lot of time updating this blog leh!!! u see arh, i had lik 8 hrs of slp today and ytd night. 24-8 so left 16hrs. spent 11 hrs in sch, so left 5 hrs.. homework, 2 hr. so left 3 hrs of my free time. i still need to bathe, eat dinner and blah.. so left 1.5 hr.. and i'm actually spending 3omin writing this.. i'm using 1 over 3 of my free time to blog.. hai.. tis post is so precious.. must read carelly.. haha.. er. can connect le.. no la, actually i din spent so much time updating la..haha..

hohoho.. my hamster need a boyfriend. must be handsome looking, fit and long and does not snatch food from her..
byebye

2006-02-14T12:13:00.000+08:00

haha.. doing school online survey in computer lab now.. so sian so come here blog.. haha.. umm.. valentine s today.. i'll spend it with my homework.. LOL..

Happy valentine's day.. i want my liquid fluid.. haha..

LOVE YA =D

2006-02-13T20:45:00.000+08:00

dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot

time shall tell

2006-02-09T19:33:00.000+08:00

Er.. like din update blog for LONG time liao..aiya, obviously as everyone noes it s definately not because i'm lazy so din update my blog.. er... ok la.. i'm a little bit lazy to update my blog. haha.
wat the.. common test is coming soon.. my god.. i'm going to faint.. i jus failed my physics and A math, now i'm going to prepare myself to take another blow.. bohoho.. ='(.
BUT. i'm going to pia till the end!! fail test? come on.. it s jus an accident.. (er..). some times we need some failures to get ourselves motivated de wad.. it shall be the last time ever... wahaha!! A1 belongs to me!! wat s so difficult about hitting targets.. chey.
Tmr chinese test..hehehe.. A1 s waiting for me..
walao.. vry zuai.. but nvm..
'o' level result s out tmr.. (!!!). Gosh.. i'll soon be known as gf of a 6 pointer.. haha.. yeah.. all the best. JIAYOU!!! u can have all my luck..

2006-01-31T16:22:00.000+08:00

A lonely chinese new year..

2006-01-24T19:27:00.000+08:00

form class today was so interesting.. hehehe..
we discussed in grps bout our class name/rules and motto. o, i love 3M1.

my grp...

class name: 3M WANTON( wanton=wan2 dan4 in chinese, meaning finish or doom) LOL!
However, wanton in english means having many sexual partners. tcher was pissed. derek, it s nt your fault. S'pore has sth called wanton mee.

class motto:
1) teach less learn more; dun teach learn all
2) work hard, play harder.
3) diligent in playing and playing.
4) Be a conscientious player.

class rules:
1) Tcher must seek students' permissions before entering the class.
2) No food and drink is to be consumed in class. food confiscated will donate to the management head.
3) The renting of white board, tcher's desk and chair is $x/lesson (without GST).
4) Classroom entry fee of $5 must be paid upon entering. (subjected to tchers only)
5) When the students talk, tchers keep quiet.
6) Homeworks are to be handed in ALAP.

think thats all my grp came out with. aiyo, forgot to let tcher see..
haha..

Today s our maid's birthday (management head) !
happy birthday. continue to do a good job. we believe u CAN.

2006-01-22T00:23:00.000+08:00

y it rain again? so sian.. my sch shoe will nv dry.. good.. haha.. but gt new sch shoe so i cant skip sch liao..=X.
o, it s fun today.. went to watch fuhua sec s co concert.. umm.. nt bad nt bad.
Eh! i realised i've been late for e whole day.. waking up late; late to meet yann; late for co, sry sry; late for concert and late for coming back home. tsk tsk tsk.. i'm behaving normal today.

SHAKE IT MA MA, SHAKE IT.
i'm HOT today, u are HOT today, EVERYONE IS HOT TODAY.
happy hotty day

* he s so sweet. 113 days, 113 msgs.. =')

2006-01-19T11:46:00.000+08:00

hahaha! finally get to online le.. in sch comp lab.. suppose to do my PERSUE, but slack instead coz u noe, it s rare to have teacher not supervising us. LOL. (shawn s surfin porn. horny horny). have been doing homework every night, no time to surf net.. very guai hor? i noe.. liyuan ma.. haha.. BHB. going to watch i not stupid too later, with e WHOLE sch.. chaos.. haha.. heard that joshua ang s goin to join us with e movie.. chaos again.. haha.. tink teacher s cuming soon.. i'll go pretend to do my work now..

CHELSEA PANG TIAN YI. WEI QI. JOANNE LIM JING
frens frens frens.. haha..

2006-01-13T23:46:00.001+08:00

just changed my blog skin. LET THE LOVE SHINES IN. Lol! =P

wat homework do i have?
- A maths
- E maths
- history sbq
- chinese test nxt thur

umm.. tink thats all.. i'm goin to finish them by TMR.

guilt

2006-01-11T18:53:00.000+08:00

I'M HOME. finally.. today s such a busy day and the worse thing is that i din had enough sleep ytd night. slept for 3 hrs oni? coz i was pia-in my chinese homework. walao.. i vry suay lo.. chinese tcher din come to class today.. if i noe it earlier i wont pia until so hard.. haha.. o, so sad, i dozed off durin A maths lesson.. I WILL SLP EARLIER TODAY. lalala~. Umm.. watched a drama by duno wat drama team durin assembly.. it was bout teen relationship and stuff.. quite ineresting.. really acted out wat the teens are thinking. teach us wat to do and wat nt to do oso.. haha.. one part of the drama said relationship is totally a waste of time and money.. NOT TRUE. haha.. u dun need money to buy love, and love canot be estimated too. =P. LOL. o ya, i've gt 33 out of 40 for my E math re-test today.. nt say lousy, but nt bad too.. hahaha!! satisfied but can do better.. i will do better.. jus u wait and see.. XD.

to yann: i dun hav short term memory lo!! ok la, a bit.. haha.. er.. lik forgotten 5/6 out of 10 things to remember. LOL. na, here s e things i rmb..

- chenyan flip up her skirt and let me see her shorts
- chenyan still plays online doll up game
- chenyan s in love with... ah ha ha.. i'm nt going to tell u.. =X

thats all i can rmb.. left out 3 or 4 i think..

i'm goin to play the online doll up game too! cya!...

2006-01-04T19:28:00.000+08:00

Arrgghh... where s my dinner.. umm.. hungry.. haha.. my bag s so heavy today.. hav got A maths, chem, ss, history and blah.. buried alive under the books.. haha.. it seems there s alot of things to do for history.. ms tay gave us the whole year's homework and notes.. woo... haha.. took a glance and it scared the hell out of me.. lots and lots and lots and lots of source based qns.. :[!!!! haha..
o, my dinner s ready.. GREAT.

BYE

still missing you..

2006-01-03T17:04:00.000+08:00

wee~! back from school.. din have any lesson on the first day, but was quite enjoyable. ms S.L s my form teacher, and eng tcher as well.. saddening.. haha.. no lah! she s not bad. very responsible. a bit naggy, but reminds me of a mother.. so i dun mind her nagging.. haha.. last time din know her vry well.. ok la, nt even close to well.. thought that she s just another music tcher.. haha.. but i'm surprise that she teaches eng as well.. doubt on her capability.. haha.. no lah.. she can teach.. shared with us the misconception ppl have on eng.. quite interesting.. finally i can have a proper eng lesson after 1 yr of torture.. haha.. lalala~

i will love my eng lesson
i will love my lit lesson
i will love my ss lesson
i will love my maths lessons
i will love my hist lesson
i will love my chinese lesson
i will love my sci lessons
AND I WILL LOVE MY CLASS

i'm bored.. but got to go and finish up my compo.. umm... wonder wat he s doing now. having lessons? slping during class? crapping? having some ice-breaking games? playing bb? having a break? jio-ing for other guys' numbers? ok, nvm.. haha..

o, i miss you badly. kill me.

byebye.
lalala~

2005-12-29T13:35:00.000+08:00

my thoughts about....

My Family

i love my family! especially my mama.. she s great and understanding. though sometimes quite hot tempered and easily irritated (lik mama lik daughter haha), but she still the best. Umm.. my relationship with my dad s nt that good.. we love each other but din talk much. tink it's because my dad came to s'pore when i was little.. like 4 yrs old.. i can say that he din watch me grow up. my memory of him is vry limited oso. ppl always say daughters are more close to dad, not for my case this time. our thoughts are vry diff from each other too, lots of disagreements. and sometimes we argue, none of us want to give in.. haha.. so in e end bu shuang with each other.. haha.. umm.. i cant say i'll be more close to him in e future.. but at least try to avoid conflicts.. umm.. i'm staying out late recently.. and my parents don like at all.. coz they wan to see me at e dinner table everynight. we see dinner as an important part of e day. where everyone sits down together after a day's hardwork and enjoy a meal together.. ok, i promise to reach home earlier next time.. ya thats all.. i love my family! haha..

Myself
haha.. it s weird to talk to myself about myself la.. haha.. maybe shall talk about my good points and bad points. start with bad points. er.. lik a lot leh.. later ppl despice me.. haha.. one of my greatest bad points is i really know how to waste my time! thats vry bad.. haha.. like i stay up late to watch tv or chat till 4am... den sleep till afternoon.. in e end did nth meaningful.. guilt! another one of my greatest bad points is i'm sort of do things base on my mood.. feel quite difted sometimes, coz lik no discipline and i'm totally out of schedule. doing things that i likes to do and heck about those which i shuld do but i'm nt in mood of doing them. thats vry bad too. we definately need plan and restrictions to keep our life in order.. if not we'll ended up nt finishing wat we shuld do.. hai.. i shall change.. haha.. there s stil other bad points.. late, nt motivated, insensible? haha.. ok la, my GOOD points now.. cheerful, enthu, crappy, able to make ppl laugh, able to adapt to changes fast, love animal, open to share and talk about my feelings, true, energetic, has a pair of listening ears and blahs.. too many.. will share with u the next time.. LOL!! BHB

mmm.. it the longest entry i ever posted.. tis shows tt i'm nt lazy.. haha.. ok.. wil continue the next time. btw, i'm in 3M1.. form teacher unknown.

2005-12-29T00:38:00.000+08:00

hey, why my blogger page is in chinese. i dun understand the meaning.. haha.. i'm so ashamed.. umm.. 5 more days to school reopen.. maybe i shuld act a little bit excited.. so i wont feel that guilty about school stuff.. umm... hope school down.. er.. no no no.. hope school reopens fast.. as if.. haha..
umm.. went to alvin's house today with chenyan, charlie and taurus.. suppose to do homework, but ended up slacking.. i'm guilty of that.. chenyan left very early.. like 4 plus.. she s bit sian.. actually i'm oso.. lik no mood to sit down and do my work.. then i continued slackin till duno wat time.. din do anything oso.. watched alvin's bro do his milo cake.. haha.. it was fun! but helped to stir the milo mixture.. and stole his milo cake ingredient to eat.. haha!
went to do some work after that.. alvin taught me A math.. he s gd in teaching.. straight to the point.. thanks sister.. haha... umm.. so A math s nt that diff as i thought.. but i'll need more prac.. jiayou..
someone helped me with my newspapers reports! thank him lots.. made my day less stressed.. haha.. thanks and thanks and thanks! i love u!!

2005-12-24T00:47:00.000+08:00

HELP.

shld'nt me be happy at this time??
i'm not happy...
i'm not happy...
i'm not happy...
i'm not happy...

nobody is there for me..
nobody.

chop off your left hand and hug your right hand
yes or no?
i'm reaching my limit.

don contribute to my stress anymore
i'll try my best, and i'll need your encouragement.

love me the way i love you.
love you the way you love me.

:'( !!!!!

2005-12-22T01:38:00.000+08:00

holiday is going to end vry soon.
don sound exciting..
i'm nt lookin forward to it either..
coz haven finish my homework, i can feel the stress already.
i need to work at my stress management.

it s all written there...

2005-12-01T14:49:00.000+08:00

What kind of girlfriend are you?

Liyuan, you're a Passionate Partner

Love or lust? You probably don't ask that question too much — they're both important to a passionate soul like you. This doesn't mean that you play the field. You just love getting swept up in your emotions, and you want to keep desire alive in your long-term relationships.You don't mind taking the initiative in the relationship department, and you expect the same level of enthusiasm and attentiveness from your partner. Whether you prefer amorous walks on the beach or impulsive kisses on the street, you feel energized when you're in love. Weak in the knees? You know it!

wahaha...thats my personality test result @ web.tickle.com
XD

2005-11-26T02:04:00.000+08:00

i had a wonderful time today.
went to e esplanade..
checking up musical books under e dim light.
Merlion and singapore river,
the atmorsphere was high ( aww...!!!)
haha..
and disgraced my sch as well
ok, shall not elaborate. LOL

a memorable night....

2005-11-25T00:31:00.000+08:00

i am having mood swing
extremely bad mood
i'm so irritated, yet irritating things jus keep coming
sorry if i had lost my temper... really sorry
i stil need to learn to control.

things will get better.

2005-11-16T14:30:00.000+08:00

going to old folks home tis sat
looking forward to that day
but need to wake up before 8am
wat e hell
i will TRY.
think i should get e old folks home address from e in-charge
just in case i oversleep, i still can make my own way there =)

I MUST SLEEP EARLIRE TODAY. MUST.

2005-11-12T00:55:00.000+08:00

i had a GREAT time today
we walked aimlessly around yew tee area,
weaved throught hdb flats,
and crapped all the way to choa chu kang.
now then i realised, yew tee is so small.
u wil nv lose ur way there. llol

haha! u dare not touch that cat.

feel so good to be this close with u...

2005-11-09T23:42:00.000+08:00

received my first pay of my life...
haha.. it was only pathetically $50, but meant a lot to me.
but upon thinking bout my job,
I WANNA PUKE!
i'm teaching a gal music, but den...
think my patience is running out (!!!!!)
ok, i will try my best to help her.
i'm not going to ruin my first job. llolx

yeah babe!
i'm going to double sci physics and chemistry with elective history and pure lit!

ahhahaha... love ya =))

2005-11-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

i'm home alone again...
my parents have been complaining that i hang out with my friends too much. nagging me to stay home more often. and so i did.
i thought the purpose is that i get to spend more time with my family
but what did my parents do? left me alone at home and went out to duno what place.
since it's nt that purpose,
i guess i will continue hanging out with my friends. haha!

i love my life =))